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hi i'm kalena and madison is perfect

Washington. 18.

IG: @kalenawho

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"   The thing is… I don’t feel anything right now.
I’m not happy but I’m not sad.
I’m not angry nor am I hurt.
I don’t know how to answer when someone asks “How are you?”
Because I’m fine.
I feel disconnected from this beautiful world.
I don’t want to die,
but I can’t find the point of living anymore.   "
trying to explain my thoughts (via modifyy)

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lvckybastvrd: evens :)

22. Is it cute when girls kiss you on your forehead?
Absolutely. 🙈

24. What are you sitting on right now?
A couch.

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Yes.

28. Who was the last person you kissed?
I just kissed one of my best friends on the cheek for a selfie does that count.

30. Does anyone hate you?
Lol yes.

32. Do you like watching scary movies?
I am the biggest baby ever, no.

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
None.

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
I told my dad I love him before he went to work.

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Probably not.

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Well, I certainly hope so. 

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
It was alright, but I got to take a nap with madison and that made me happy ☺️

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
Do my mom or my dogs count.

44. What’s the best part about school?
Meeting new people and making friends is pretty rad.

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
No.

48. Were you single over the last summer?
No. 

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Cleaning or being productive lol nope.

52. Are you nice to everyone?
Usually.

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Yes.

56. Do you think you like someone?
I know that I reealllyyyy like Madison. 🙈

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Idk man. I like being friends w people???

60. Do you hate anyone?
There are some people I would punch in the face but hate? Nah.

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Yes.

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
Lol.

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
It’ll be perfect because it’ll be Madison and she’s perfect.

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
No but when I was in a pool my friend took the bottom half of my bikini off and ran away and yeah I hate him

70. How do you look right now?
Super ratchet.

72. Can you commit to one person?
I’m sure I could.

74. Have you ever felt replaced?
Yes.

76. Are you a jealous person?
Lol yes.

78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
No.

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Shooting promo pictures for a band and then I’m gonna use some of that money to get myself some food and then I’m going to my school and then I’m coming home to be my lazy self again.

82. Is there someone you will never forget?
Yes.

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
That person would be Madison and I’d probably be attacking her with kisses and yeah.

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
😂I thought I did.

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
She’s engaged now and we don’t have those feelings for each other anymore, so no. 

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Yup.

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
Yes 

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
I think so and it was going downhill from there.

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
Travon’s a babe. 

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
Ugh can we not even talk about if that would happen. I’d be really sad though tbh.

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
Me, myself, and I.

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Madison does every single day. 🙈 Ugh she’s perfect and I probably talk about her too much but I can’t help it ok

Anonymous: 1-20

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?It was my dad and yeah.

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
I’m 18 rn so, si.

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?When I Skype Madison I get upset about how far away she is but she makes me super happy at the same time ok.

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Of course. 😊

5. Answered.

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Yes

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
A big T shirt and shorts bc lazy ok

8. How often do you listen to music?
Often.

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
Jeans

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?
Am I a time traveler.

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
Depends. 

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
Yes

13. What about ‘R’?
I don’t think so.

14. Can you drive a stick shift?
Yup.

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Not really.

16. Are you going out of town soon?
I might be this weekend, idk.

17. When was the last time you cried?
Earlier today lol

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Mhmm.

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
Ugh, yes.

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
Does my baby brother count.

 

a-tigers-desire: Número cinco

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

Kinda but I don’t really care about what they’re saying because their reasons are dumb 

Some real creepy questions, I will answer any.
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
8. How often do you listen to music?
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
13. What about ‘R’?
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
16. Are you going out of town soon?
17. When was the last time you cried?
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
24. What are you sitting on right now?
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
28. Who was the last person you kissed?
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
30. Does anyone hate you?
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
35. Did you have a dream last night?
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
44. What’s the best part about school?
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
48. Were you single over the last summer?
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
52. Are you nice to everyone?
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
56. Do you think you like someone?
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
60. Do you hate anyone?
61. How’s your heart?
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
70. How do you look right now?
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
72. Can you commit to one person?
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
75. Did you wake up cranky?
76. Are you a jealous person?
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
81. Last person you cried in front of?
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
85. Are you over your past?
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
97. Who do you have texts from?
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?

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mini cover of “next to you” by allyhills bc someone asked me to a while ago and yeah

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jfc why am i always sad